I've never been a big fan of holidays.
I don't really get into celebrations.
I don't care to wear the correct clothing per holiday: green on St. Pat's, US flag on the 4th, Xmas colors...
I just don't feel anything from it.
This made me come to the realization that I will not be that type of person that can engage in conversations about all the traditional stuff I was a part of in my youth.
That makes me feel numb.
On one hand, I don't feel bothered by that at all.
On the other, I completely enjoy observing the fun times. I would rather see people being in the moment.
I guess that is because I am aware of every single thing happening around me in a continuous manner. I think that people are constantly in a planning state of mind. One in which they can never be present. I am going with the flow. What happens in the next moment happens and I don't need any planning to get me there.
Don't get me wrong, I think ahead. I make mental notes, I check the time. I believe those things are important. It makes more sense to be in the moment. Your moment. This moment.
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